aih..

aih..
Believe me, I feel bad when I ki siao again.. I know you are a good guy.. you treat me better than what I've been treated before.. you cheer me.. you respect me.. you teach me.. you care about my feelings.. I dont want all this to change.. I wish for a thousand times to have a guy like you..

But.. why there are still things that tear us apart.. M I too playful for you?.. M I too demanding? aih.. I dont want to ki siao.. believe me.. i dont want to.. I'm actually scare that I'll scare you away.. I'm actually scare that you'll dislike me one day.. What should I do? or what should we do? aih.. I dont want to end another relationship again.. awful!.. awful!.. awful!..