aih..

aih..
Believe me, I feel bad when I ki siao again.. I know you are a good guy.. you treat me better than what I've been treated before.. you cheer me.. you respect me.. you teach me.. you care about my feelings.. I dont want all this to change.. I wish for a thousand times to have a guy like you..

But.. why there are still things that tear us apart.. M I too playful for you?.. M I too demanding? aih.. I dont want to ki siao.. believe me.. i dont want to.. I'm actually scare that I'll scare you away.. I'm actually scare that you'll dislike me one day.. What should I do? or what should we do? aih.. I dont want to end another relationship again.. awful!.. awful!.. awful!..

=.=

唉。。今天心情特别差。。我知道这样很讨厌。。可是我没办法不要这样。。 :（
我知道我不应该发闷气。。我知道我不应该又ki siao 了。。我知道你会不喜欢。。可是我没办法。。：（
我知道你对我很好。。我知道我因该知足了。。唉。。 好啦 。。好啦。。我会去面壁思过。。 =.=